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Sharing Our Personal Spiritual Development Accelerated Process in Action
Part Five: The Ascension Process and the Breaking Down of Systematic Racism
My take on the larger spiritual process as it directly relates to systematic racism, and how we can personally align to the movement of our lifetimes.
Part Four: Synopsis of Spiritual Process Work
Part Four: Synopsis of Spiritual Process Work
Quick and dirty version of the natural spiritual development process (with my take on the language on it). Includes intention setting, defenses, emotional purging, alignment to the natural state of true self…
Part Three: Uncovering my Blind Spots on Racism
I discuss what happened when I asked the Universe to show me my blind spots in 2015 when it came to racism, and how it’s evolved since. Also discussion of navigating Facebook, the divide in the New Age community about unity consciousness around racism, and empathic nature.
Part Two: Personal Process Update – Working Through Fear of Arrogance
In this video, I catch you up on my personal spiritual development process, which at the moment, includes overcoming a longstanding fear of arrogance (which slowly grew into self-doubt). Short discussion about rescuer/martyr construct. I also discuss how our “spiritual team” developed naturally, and how it’s become somewhat of a ‘white space of the Matrix’. Also discussion on spiritual world judgements on alcohol, marijuana, and more.
Video Journal Series #1: Deep into my Spiritual Process and Systematic Racism
Short version of who I am, my background living in the Amazon during a five year shamanic apprenticeship, two year intensive spiritual development training under Iyanla Vanzant, marriage/divorce, becoming a mama, coming out into my bisexuality, being an ASL interpreter, and the development of our very unique spiritual “team”…
The Shadows of Fear’s Illusion
Meghan discusses the difference between energetic constructs that are actually there, vs what is a fear of what used to be…
Uncovering Roots
Meghan discovers where her “original rescuer” is born from, as well the craving for physical affection
I Dont Owe You My Body: Two Old Structures Collide
Meghan inadvertently purges a neediness regarding affection all over Zach, playing out an old pattern. This in turn, provokes an old one in his about his gayness once again getting in the way of connecting. Do they make it through healing the clash of such deep-rooted, painful structures?
Grandmother Spirit: Love from the Other Side
Zach has an amazing experience reconnecting with his beloved late Grandmother – finally allowing her to see who he is and let the love in from the other side…
New Type of Earth Relationships? Cups Runneth Over…
Meghan releases a huge amount of jealousy in order to reveal her truth underneath of what unconditional love and connection really looks like, no matter what earth bodies we may inhabit…
Sexual Energy Lockdown and Body Image Constructs
Meghan discovers her trapped sexual feelings towards Zach on lockdown – leading down the rabbit hole to body image constructs needing attention
Hold Them MF Feelings
Zach learns the importance of looking at hard situations (specifically sexual assault in this case) through clear eyes, rather than letting our internal defenses downplay it to protect ourselves (after the initial event), inevitably trapping feelings in our body to get in our way later. Healing requires being willing to really look at what’s in front of us as the process unfolds.
Gold Aint So Pure
Zach embarks on his first solo process – discovering how old beliefs of perfectionism can mess with spiritual work and life in general…
These Things Ill Never Say
Zach’s first big emotional purge, triggered by an unruly child (and guess what roots it hit?)
Let There Be Greg
Zach recounts his experience as the victim of a violent hate crime, and in turn what was created subconsciously to protect him…